And yet another day comes to pass with no progression. Well, perhaps some progress has been made. My skills in the art of communication are vastly improving. Although I wish there were a few of you deviants out there to communicate with. This site has made me realize how hard it is to truly be heard. But my thoughts become increasingly clear and my hopes and dreams become even more focused. I think I may even be happy on this day. Which, Even I must admit, is progress.

no longer here
so don't even listen
you won't here my words
so don't pay attention

I don't exist

The madness in this is turning to blind ignorance. Blatant disregard for the wellfare and happiness of the fellow man. Sex, violence, self-absorbtion. Are these the prevailing priorties? Or is this just the surface? Is this just what can be seen? Is there anybody out there with a little compassion? Forgive the cliche but, can't we all just get along? Are peace and understanding just unatainable ideas? If so then I'm afraid i can no longer live in this world of judgement and hatred.

This world is going mad. Gripped by rules. Ruled by regulations. Regulated by government's control. Controlled by fear. Fearful of living without structure.
Structure is the madness of the world.